Monday, March 22, 2010

"HOW DO I TEST PEOPLE....WOMEN"

My quest in life is for Knowledge of Self and in that Self Eye want to find a woman to become "ONE" with. Therefore Eye constantly ask myself "Do You Know Who You Are?" Who Eye am is what my woman will be, if Eye'm a Player of many games then she'll be one as well, if Eye'm honest so will she be, if Eye Hurt her she'll Hurt me, and if Eye'm righteous she'll be as well. Knowing this Eye can't waste time pointing fingers at my woman without looking at the 3 fingers pointing back at myself. So now Eye ask myself; How do Eye make the lessons Eye've learned and live by walk and talk in my woman? How do Eye make her breathe? Do to my upbringing Eye've learned to be very protective of my Heart, Eye've dealt with over two hundred women yet only two received pieces of my heart. Due to not always being aware of the caliber of a woman Eye use avoidance to cultivate separation, some call me fortunate for my lifestyle but Eye say it's unfortunate cause Eye truly do want a loving, honest, down for whatever type of relationship. So far it's like when you wash dishes all the grime and dirt comes to the surface once it's loose. In the eighteen years Eye been dealing with women Eye've been exposed to so much hypocracy and false presentations that it's almost become the norm and various aspects of theirselves. My lessons are more than the petty dance of whiteman vs blackman or God vs devil. That's childs play. The lessons talk about you and only you cause when you understand you, you understand all things. Eye build with women to try to develop and use their full land. Let's awaken compassion, love, honor, dicipline, integrity, humility, selflessness and loyalty. These are invaluable and help us become better parents, siblings, friends, and companions. How do Eye test people? By seeing if they wanna step beyond their self imposed limitations. Wings need sky! With women eye follow my Heart and allow my intent to be pure, give my best every time even if Eye only have a few encounters. Who knows if that may be the last time we see one another. Eye was taught to fight for what Eye believe in and in both instances of Love Eye've fought hard seemingly to no avail. Eye can never depend on Love or a woman to give me space in life or purpose as a man. Eye'll always have Self and as ong as Self exist Self can build another woman to Love....